Sun

a spawn of heaven
touched by hell
an imperfect perfection
she`s pieces made into whole

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she is the sun
out into space
pulling me towards her
she burns out my oxygen
gets me dizzy

she brings a warm feeling of home
lights my life
an escape from the solitute and coldness of space

but she`s big and shines bright
and the pull towards her immense
i`m going faster and faster
i can`t slow down
i cannot stop

she burns brighter and brighter
i`m getting hot
i`m going blind
it`s starting to hurt
i burn
there`s no escape
it`s too late

she is my death, dressed as a goddess from a distance
she can only be admired from far away
far, far away
where she is alone
just like I am

either I stay away and we both live the rest of our lives in solitude
or get close for a moment for the warmest feeling
and then,
I shall burn

mis-.

Nothing hurts more
that to hear that everything you`ve been feeling
was in your head

that the other person never felt that way
that there wasn`t a "thing" between you
that it was just you

that it was all just a misinterpretation-
a fantasy that you`ve been living in,

alone.

Aborn

Here I stand now in the rain 

I thought my sins would wash away 

But instead a steep reminder 

Of pain- suffer, and disgrace... 

I hoped I`d get to see you more 

To meet the well that you call soul. 

I ruined it all, I stumbled- and failed 

And by my own means I watched you fade 

Here I stand now in the rain 

The pain of you won`t wash away, 

I thought that I could fill your void 

But instead I got myself destroyed 

And as I stand here in the rain 

A warlike feel that`ll never fade 

A leaning whisper I thought I hear 

A passing feeling that feels so near 

The light of sorrow commands the night 

A fleeting promise, my dread`s demise 

The blackness lurking is now my friend 

A new begin- 

aborn from end. 

Hath not a Jew eyes?

If not now, when?

 What`s holding you back?

Even if I don`t feel that way, I can`t help but love this kind of songs↬